I guess this news could be bad and good. The Lord sees the big pictures and knows what is best.
Daniel and I found out last week that I had a miscarriage. Daniel and I were very sad when we found out, but you never know this could be a blessing but we will never know I guess.
I will tell you the whole story, So last thursday I went in for my 10 week apt and we were both really excited because we were going to hear the heart beat. So they pull out a sonogram and they found nothing then I started to worry then I had an ultrasound and that is when they told us that I had miscarried. The baby was around 9 weeks in size so it happened so a little bit ago. its just crazy because around 9 or 8 weeks I just had a feeling that I had miscarried but I was totally calm about the whole thing I did not tell Daniel or anyone because I just did not want to believe it. It has been great to be able to talk to my sister in laws and family that have gone through the same thing it just seems to help.
So it looks like the Lord has a different plan for Daniel and I right now and we will move on and be just fine. Im just so glad that I still have my sweet and amazing husband. He is my rock and I cant imagine going through this with anyone other then him. He is my best friend and when we are able to start our family he will be the best Daddy anyone could ask for, I can tell you know that he is going to be know as the fun parent haha.
We both cant wait till it will be our turn to try and start our family again!
:( I was afraid thats what happened when I saw your status on facebook. It seems like most everyone I know has had a miscarriage on their first try. I wonder if sometimes women's bodies just freak out a little at being pregnant the first time or something. The good news is everyone has gone on to have a healthy pregnancy the next time around and I'm sure you will too. I'm glad you are having a good attitude about it and seeing the big picture and the Lord's will. Love ya.
ReplyDeleteYou are amazing. You are so positive about this all! You're so right. God has a plan for you, and you'll definitely be able to be the best mommy in the world to a little baby. Just at a different time than you thought. I'm so sorry about the news. I wish you guys the best!
ReplyDeleteSar I am so sorry :( You are so strong and so positive! I love you and call or text me if you need anything. Seriously.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear this... keep your head up! It always happens when it's supposed to!!
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