Mother of two

My life as a mother of two is busy and crazy and sometimes just physically and mentally exhausting. 

Lincoln is at an age were he is very busy and wants to be very independent and does not want to listen. He still can't talk very well but that's fine. Daniel and I know what he is saying and know what he wants so that works. He does not like to listen and often times he will plug his ears. When we go out to run errands I am carrying Ellie in her car seat in one arm and Lincoln in the other arm. He really likes to just run off and get into things. But I love him and wish he would stay this age forever. I love when he comes up and just hugs me and kisses me I love when he is telling me about his cars and wants me to play with him. I love how he wants me to read to him I love that he loves me even when my hair is not done or when I have not brushed my teeth yet. He loves me!  

Ellie is a lot like linc and will only nurse. Which I love but I'm really having a hard time with right now. I had plenty of milk with Lincoln and this time it's been harder for me because I am chasing a toddler around. I have been trying to supplement with Ellie but she will not have it. It's hard having your second and not comparing them to your first Ellie loves to stand and has been standing sence she was born but her wanting to touch her toes or pull them up to her chest she just does not care to do. Lincoln was moving all over the place by this age. She is a different little sprit and will do things when she is ready and wants too I just need to remember this. My kids are my life and as hard as they make it sometimes I would not change it for anything. I know I only have two and life will get really crazy when I throw a few more kids into the mix but until then it's crazy for me haha. I love my family and how hard Daniel works for us he is amazing!! I love at the end of the day when it's been so hard to go and watch my kids sleep. It makes everything right! I love being a mom!  I made my kids but they made me a mom.